I've been on Depression since the beggining of the year.. and since then i've tried to commit suicide 4 times.. I cannot stand up to it anymore..
I take more than 4 fuckin pills a day most antidepressive and the feeling of emptiness just don't go away. Everyday is exately the same, i wake up late, tired, feeling as it would be the last day of my life, than i take those medicines, I feel more bad, because i know it won't help.. What should I do??! Give up maybe?! turn myself in another weak guy who just cannot stand life? I don't wanna become another number on statistics. please.. if you guy could give some tips, ahh..some help, a friend word..please.. I'd be as glad as i can possible say

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I understand you because I've been there...I know your pain...with that being said I hope it will make you feel less alone.

I am glad that you're alive today...you wont turn into a weak guy...you are strong enough to be alive in this very moment...

If you want to talk about your life and the things that bother you, I'm here to listen and I care

Message me any time.

thank you very much, All of you.. The fact i think.. is because i'm all alone, and i feel like no one does support me.. you know.. I am gay.. and ppl just don't get my point..I live in Brazil and here most people are very religious, and they throw stones at me as if i were an animal... I miss being loved, you know..it's hard.. preety hard actually.. I'm okay this week, but oh.. some days.. i feel so desperate and so lonely.. i just don't do anything, I don't cry, i don't laugh, I just stand, waitin for a momment it'll all go away.. I fear do anything againt myself, Today i called to a therapis, so maybe she can halp me out.. thank you much.. talkin to you is very comfortable.. I feel more around.. Thank you..really

hi sweety

i just read what you al have been saying and i really understand you. I was in a down moment like that to but now i am al good and i did not had verry much help. I am glad that you are going to a therapis but you should not feel bad because you are gay. I live in the netherlands and here it is not so big of a problem if you are gay, but i can tell you i know more gay people and i love them with all my heart they are my good friends en you diserve friends to. Wathever you think you are never alone because loving yourself for how you are is bigger then any love you can get from sombody else.
I hope it goes better soon and if you want to talk then just mail me;) maybe i have some tips that can work for you to. Good luck

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Hi Danilo I think I am one of the people who can really understand you.I have been in depression for years ,but I got over now.THE KEY is my family,my friends and several things DON't be alone ,you should certainly find some friends ,touch them ,hug them ,really touching is very important to get over depression it helped me a lot .IT is a scientific reality,believe me ,take up some hobbies,don't just sit lost with thougt ,if you become busy with something you love ,you will forget your pain .BE PATİENT.IT TOOK ME YEARS TO GET OVER AND YOU ARE NOT ALONE :THERE Is A GIRL IN TURKEY SHARING YOUR PAIN AND SUPPORTING YOU I RESPECT YOU !TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF CEYDA :)

Hey Man, hope you are doing better, you know there are times in life where you just do not see the point you know why, because there is no point in life, i know how that sounds, i mean i think about, having to work for the rest of my life, having 4 or 5 hours for me to study or listen music and then everyday is the same over and over... ok i lost the point there, anyway, why im trying to say is that the fact that you posted here, is more than enough to see that you want to fight not to give up, so thats not an option.
You need to get up, let me tell you one thing i was on anti-dep, and sleeping pills (i wasnt able to sleep for like 2 months), i tried to commit suicide once, and was about to, other two times (and i swear if it wasnt for "Exit music for a film" i would have done it that time), but you depend on you, it sucks beeing alone trust me i know, but there is more likely to find something/someone to live for if we are alive, than if we are dead right?, let me tell you this.

NO ONE CAN SAVE YOU, BUT YOU.

no pills, or a guy, or your family or us, You have to do it, you have to get it out of your self, you have to express it to help you, wherever it takes.

Whenever you need someone to talk to you can email me, internal.duality@gmail.com. im from mexico,

I know how you feel..I feel the same.. Not all the time though, but is really hard.. You feel like this not for too long and yet you tried to kill yourself 4 time..thats not good.. The only thing that will make you better I thing that is your friends..and if you think that you dont have any you are so wrong!! You cant be such a bad person in order to have no friends and if you dont have you can meet people here on hi5!! I could be your friend ^_^!!
I thought that I would die some months ago but friends help me out..and the thing is that no one had noticed that I was depressed and yet they helped me..Is not what are they gonna say to you, is how they gonna behave.. You may be with them and say no word and I bet that you will feel better just to watch then talking!! Trust me!!

I know exactly what are you talking about. I dont try to say FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE because We have to recognize if we want it or not...Im just can say Use your depression to be strong ...become someone from your imagination